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And I've still got two weeks left of school. Bleeeeeeeeeeh....

I'm feeling the crunch of finals, but tomorrow's my day off so I'll try and get as much done as I can. I'm just so not feeling these projects anymore and after having to put up with entirely too much crap for three and a half months, I'm really beyond even caring anymore. I know that sounds bad, considering I'm going to this school to pursue my dream, not to mention how much this damn school costs, but it's true. I am so done with this semester. My mind is focused on the future, to winter break where I'm home playing Megaman, stuffing my face with Christmas goodies, and not worrying about anyyyythiiiinnnggg... <33


Oh, Mr. Santa Man, grant me my only Christmas wish and get me the fuck up out of here.

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I hope everyone has a very happy Thanksgiving. I know I certainly will. You know why that is?

I'M FREAKING GOING HOOOOOOOOOOOME!! <333

I actually lucked out and was able to go home for the weekend last week, but I wasn't able to do very much since it was so last minute. This time though I'll be able to see my big bro again and play some Capcom v. SNK 2 again with him for old time's sake after I hug the holy hell out of him. I'll be able to play some Jak 2 and 3 again because I've had a few ideas for fanart and one-shots and I've been wanting to refresh my brain. Black Friday's going to be badass because with any luck, I'll finally get a hold of an electric violin which I've been wanting for while now. And then on Saturday, hopefully ~FreakishlY-BluE, ~Shinagami101, and ~Hedrew will all be available so I can shoot my epic zombie short film for my Photo Storyboarding final. We have to shoot on these dinosaur Super 8 cameras that belong in museums more than they in a classroom (when there's only one place left in the entire STATE that still develops this type of film, it's time to join this freaking century like the rest of the world), but as long as I don't screw up the light metering too royally I should be fine...fingers crossed >>;;

But needless to say, I'm pretty excited for the weekend xD

Not nearly as excited though as I'll be three weeks from now on December 19th when I can finally say FUCK THIS DORM and certain patronizing fuckstick persons inside it for the next six weeks. You have no idea.

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My grades are going up. I went from having 3 B's and an A to 3 A's and a B <333333

Working my ass off everyday has to pay off eventually right?

My Experimental Animation class is annoying me though. I really don't get why we have to pay ridiculous course fees to take the stupid class if we have to go out and buy all our own supplies. And it's not like San Fran has a Wal-Mart or any kind of one-stop shopping. I spend so much time running all over downtown trying to find all the crap to make a freaking stop-motion puppet. Is it so much to ask that the school that I'm paying such ridiculous amounts of moolah to attend simply have the materials on hand for each class?

I think I spend more time shopping for materials than actually working on homework for this class. Jeez...

Besides that though, the class is cool. The design for the puppet I'm building is awesome, so I hope i can make it all work out. I can't wait until it's done so I can show it here xD

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So last night I learned how to curl my hair with a flat iron instead of doing homework like I should be. THANKS YOUTUBE!! : B

I can't believe I have to literally force myself to finish an assignment this easy. Sketch out some thumbnails of a still like and print out a photo. Seriously. I spent the whole day cleaning my dorm room, doing laundry, and inking my fancomic to avoid doing this very easy and I doubt graded assignment. What the hell is wrong with me?! =___=;;


New fancomic should be up in a few days though, so

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Just want to push all the negative crap off the main page.

Can't say I'm a 100% better now, because I'm not. I still don't like leaving my dorm room except for class, but everyday's getting a little easier and maybe (hopefully) someday soon I can say truly that I'm okay again. Can't say what tomorrow's gonna throw at me but I'm trying my best to feel better. Finally going home in December and the spring semester are my happy thoughts right now.

Thank you to all my friends here in San Fran. Eric, Lee, and Cathy, you guys are my rock and I seriously don't think I could survive here without you. I love you and I don't do nearly enough nice things for you! And same for my friends back home. I miss you guys everyday!!

I should call Big Bro today. Mom says the doctor's patching him up and he's doing fine. I still feel bad for forgetting to return his calls for like two weeks now though xD;;

Still drawing btw!! Gotta finish an animation for class, but after that I'm going right back to work on some nice artz for you guys : D


31 DAYS UNTIL I GO HOME FOR THANKSGIVING!! OMG I CAN'T WAAAAAAIT!!!!