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So last night I learned how to curl my hair with a flat iron instead of doing homework like I should be. THANKS YOUTUBE!! : B

I can't believe I have to literally force myself to finish an assignment this easy. Sketch out some thumbnails of a still like and print out a photo. Seriously. I spent the whole day cleaning my dorm room, doing laundry, and inking my fancomic to avoid doing this very easy and I doubt graded assignment. What the hell is wrong with me?! =___=;;


New fancomic should be up in a few days though, so

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Just want to push all the negative crap off the main page.

Can't say I'm a 100% better now, because I'm not. I still don't like leaving my dorm room except for class, but everyday's getting a little easier and maybe (hopefully) someday soon I can say truly that I'm okay again. Can't say what tomorrow's gonna throw at me but I'm trying my best to feel better. Finally going home in December and the spring semester are my happy thoughts right now.

Thank you to all my friends here in San Fran. Eric, Lee, and Cathy, you guys are my rock and I seriously don't think I could survive here without you. I love you and I don't do nearly enough nice things for you! And same for my friends back home. I miss you guys everyday!!

I should call Big Bro today. Mom says the doctor's patching him up and he's doing fine. I still feel bad for forgetting to return his calls for like two weeks now though xD;;

Still drawing btw!! Gotta finish an animation for class, but after that I'm going right back to work on some nice artz for you guys : D


31 DAYS UNTIL I GO HOME FOR THANKSGIVING!! OMG I CAN'T WAAAAAAIT!!!!

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I've been locked up in my dorm room for most of the day because I'm sure I've completely shot myself in the foot as far as life goes and am inking like a crazy person to try and numb out, AND THEN just a few minutes ago I got a phone call from home telling me my brother is in the hospital with a broken face becuase of some dickless son of a bitch in his fraternity decided to do a tap dance on it with his fist.

How the fuck is everyone else doing?

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Is pretty damn awesome so far : DD

Been playing it with some of the guys in my dorm. But honestly, was there ever any doubt that this game would rock? When has Naughty Dog ever NOT delivered? xD

Today was a good day, and I mean that. It was just one of those days where everything just decided to go right. First of all, it was the first rainy day for me here in San Fran, and it takes a lot for me to be upset when it's raining. I finally got my lazy ass out and went to a workshop at my school and got some much needed practice drawing. Then my new phone to replace my old one that got stolen arrived in the mail (thanks mom! <3) and it's charging now. And then of course I've been kickin' it with Nathan Drake tonight xD

Yeah, I still gotta design puppets for an animation, not to mention another photoshoot inevitably waiting for me this weekend, but I'll worry about all that tomorrow.

It feels good to feel good. I haven't felt good in a while.

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I miss home a lot right now...

I just wanna go home and be stupid with my real friends, go shopping with my mom, hug my dog, do SOMETHING to get away from all the stupid crap up here.

I bought a bunch of dresses to cheer myself up yesterday. Problem is it didn't really work and I have absolutely no occasion to wear them for. Part of me wants to return them and get some money back for things I actually need, but they are nice dresses and they do look really nice on me...

I dunno...I dunno about anything at the moment really.